hai oppa, will you read this letter at twenty-two? or tomorrow? tomorrow again? or on the date one? or next month? or maybe you will never read it 22 februari 2016 today (should be) our fifth of twenty two and seven days after I left. but do you know? during these seven days I can't change my feelings, and i still trying hard to stop thinking abt you until my eyes narrowed cz of something. and one day you sent me a message, I felt - idk, I was happy but also sad (I'm glad it's you still wanna greet me. I guess after that day we will not talk anymore) and when you said you miss me, tbh I want to say that I miss you too. even-- i really wanna say that 'I miss you more' like i usualy said before. but I didn't dare, I wouldn't say haha. em-- I am nothing. usually in every twenty-two I wish i can always be with you and ask you to always stay with me, but now-- no more. Usually, i'll said 'Joyi loves you, oppa' but now-- don't anymore ... it doesn't mean my feeling has changed. but rather to-- I didn't dare, and don't deserve more. omg, i think this is so embarassing I always avoid blackberry messenger, because I often remember you every open it 😂😂 I wish I could stop thinking about you asap as you already do. and so glad to know you ka, p.s : selalu jaga kesahtan biar ga drop lagi ka! udah hampir akhir bulan. kaka pasti bakal sibuk banget! sorry for my bad english 😂😂🤓but it's weird if i talked it all in bahasa